the right things with the right thoughts?

It's blogging day again!
Haha! It's another Friday today...Time seems to fly...It's already June! *wow!*

This thing that I'm going to share has been in my mind for a long long time...
Let me share my thoughts...

Well, I've been volunteering (in no particular organization, but just my time spent volunteering ) since year 2000...
And since then, I've had people coming to me with things like:
- "Wow! You so good ah! Helping people...Heart so good..."
- "Good work! Helping those who need!"
- "It must be tough to squeeze time out for these activities, good good!"

And of cos, there are more...keke!

When these come to me, I'm usually at a loss...Guess the humble Chinese in me just replied off handedly: "Haha! No la...No la..."

Just a thought into the whole thing...Sometimes, I'd say doing what I do, volunteering, helping out when I can is actually not something GREAT to me.
In fact, being human, sometimes we do things for a reason (motive to be exact?)...
Am I actually bringing laughter, food and warmth to these special people or am I there and doing all these because what I do gives me a sense of satisfaction, warmth, comfort, etc?
Not forgetting the company and friendship...

So was it for them that I volunteer & spent my time or was it for my own selfish reasons? I wonder...

If it was all for the selfish reasons...Then am i as great and as giving/generous as what people make me out to be when they said what they say...

Maybe it isn't that bad...In the very least, we achieved the win-win situation, isn't it?
But is the motive right? Was it out of giving that we started giving? Hmmmm...?! I continue to ponder...