hold my hands...till end of time?

I like the idea of partners holding hands even when they're old already.
I like that.
I want it.

Well, need not hold my hand till we're old if we/one-of-us die early. Haha!
Probably just hold my hand till the end of time. :)

If that is not going to happen...erm...then how?! I have to die before the partner stops holding my hand?

Argh...Tough one...Let me think about it...Maybe that's the only good solution to it...

the imaginery parking lot...

Sometimes I park at this 'imaginery' lot at my place's carpark...

Why 'imaginery'? Haha! Cos there isn't really a lot there...
Just that it seems like there just aren't many lots for bikes at my area and having no lots to park, people just 'self-extended' the lots next to the real ones...

Well, if people does that, I guess I can also, right?
And of cos, I naively think that the 'nice & kind' attendants will not summon me...

Then just approximately a month ago, I got a $25 summon! *kill me*
$25 is alot for a bike!

And approximately a month last (few days back), the STUPID (pls pardon me...) i-dont-know-who drew REAL lots on the imageinery lots area!
Took so long to do that! ARGH! Could have saved my $25!

*breathe in* *breathe out*

The weekend's over again?! It's MONDAY again?!
omg! omg!

Feels like a very short weekend this week...
Did not do much things, but time seemed to fly! (my colleague corrected me...he said in this era, time don't fly, they rocketed away!)

Anyway, pretty interesting weekend...
Found out some interesting stuffs...

No. 1

I found my no. 2 fan!
Kekeke!
I have my fans when it comes to interpreting...(I decided to 'crown' them my fans! Haha! narcissistic devil is out again)
Well, I think & maybe...erm...sorry, i mean i insist that the bf should be my no. 1 fan!
Anyway, he is my 'shifu' (master/teacher)...The one who taught me sign almost from scratch...
And during the weekend, I found my no. 2 fan! None other than my grand-shifu!
Heehee! She may not even know she's my grand-shifu la...But given the level & depth of her knowledge, we call her my shifu's shifu, and that makes her my grand-shifu
But I think she's my no. 2 fan! :)

To me, signing is pretty subjective...Just like being a DJ or a show host...
Different people just enjoy different style of speaking...
Same with signing, different people enjoy different styles...Keke!
And my 2 fans liked mine... *blushed*

No. 2

I'm beginning to list down the people who are 'nagging' at me to take care of myself, how to take care of myself, etc...
No hard feelings...
In fact, they warm my heart...
Some of them are not very close friends, but the way they show their concern, I'm amazed!
And of cos, touched...very touched...
And I feel so loved...Kekeke! *awwwwww....*

Ok, list of them...Not in any order and/or preference... :)

• my dear sister, J, has always been so caring towards me...Keke!
• grand-shifu, I can actually 'see' her concerned expression when the bf told her what happened to me...Keke!
• my gf of cos! Keke! came with a pretty sunflower knowing, even though, that I'd scold her, she bought it too! Keke!
• my new gf too! :) who came to visit me with a delicious pear (the pear was really really tasty!) when I was hospitalized...
• medium D, who will always always nag at me! Haha! And enjoys it so much when everyone else nags at me together then he'll stand at the corner and laugh at me being nagged at! Keke!
• busy bee, the ultimate nagging machine (she'll kill me if she sees this!), nag and nag! Hahahahah! Almost non-stop....
• dragonboat manager J, also so concerned about me...
• a new found one last weekend, 4D QUEEN! Keke! nag non-stop! but the best part is she nags at the bf too! keke! so i dont feel so 'victimized'! Keke!
• and of cos, how can I miss him out? my deaf bf...hahah! though he don't usually express it or say it out, but he nearly box me when I told 4D Queen that he's not worried & will not get too upset if anything happened to me...Hahahaha! Got me laughing upside down...Lucky never really box me! *phew*
• not to forget, also people who used to be closer to me...should they know what happened, they will be very very concerned... :)
• and my family! :)

so, i guess, these are little things in my life that makes a HUGE difference...people who touched my heart and warms it...

thank YOU so much, my dear friends for caring, for being around, for nagging, for making me feel so loved! :)

narcissistic side of me... :)

Funny stuffs friends say about me...

• junk food nation...diet: anything deep fried & unhealthy...dream on about seeing any greens on her plate..
• you look like i just walked out of a comic strip
• you are like some cartoon character...erm...dunno wat...but u are just very funny la...
• your heckcare attitude...hai... *shakes head*
• was: what?! you study accounting?!
• now: what?! you doing accounts?! what you doing there?! haha! *as if it's a joke...* (if it's a joke, it's a bad one, people...kekekek!)
• angie's always so happy & excited when she's at mcDonalds! don't know why... (for this, i decided, i'm still a mcDonalds' kid...haven't grow out of it yet...)

These are all that I can recall for now...Keke!
Will add in if more comes to my mind... :)

pissed to the max

I'm very very pissed with this particular person...
*argh*

Pissed to the max...

Finally understand how people can get so angry that their blood vessels burst...
Why?
Today is the second time I've experienced this...The first time happened not too long ago, probably 2 - 3 weeks back.
Can actually feel the blood gushing to the head and then the groggi-ness set in...

I know it's not a big issue...Just pissed...Sorry, I would like to correct it...
It should SUPER pissed...

Ahhh...forget it...It's really not so worth my anger...

-_-

go MAD today!

I've to do something about my blog...
Gf is complaining that the blog is dying yet again! kekeke!

Okok, I thought about what to blog today...And I think this is what I wanna blog about! :)

I saw a book on my table today, Well, it's been there for the longest time, just that somehow I saw it again this morning...
And it stuck to my head...
The title? "Positively MAD"...
(kekeke! compliments from MAD people of cos!)

On my way to work this morning, I thought about it...
To be positively MAD...

To me, sometimes MAD is an overused word...
Used too often, and not always acted on...

Then I recalled an email sent by an ex-colleague few years ago...That was the first time I heard of MAD...
She was walking to the office from the MRT station and there were a few of these MAD pple who stood by the MRT stations, giving out flyers that say "Would you be MAD today?"
I can't recall the exact contents of the email nor could I remember what the flyers are about. And of cos, the email ended with "Would you be MAD today?"

To me, there are many many many different ways to go MAD...Different people does it differently...
And this morning, coincidentally or not, I read a Chicken Soup article talking about a lady who gives encouragement to a fellow patient in the hospital...
And of cos, chicken soup being chicken soup, it ended off something like 'encourage someone everyday'...This is how that patient chose to go MAD...She encourages...

It's really true...Sometimes when it's a bad day, the worst day of your life (or so you thought) and it helps with a bit of smile and some encouraging words...
Someone may say something like 'nice hair!' 'nice shirt!' or even, 'good day!'
It's short, it's simple, and sometimes, that's all that's needed...

Let's not wait no more!
Be a Star to someone today! oops! (overdose of the campaign... =P)
I mean, go MAD today, people!
Do it in your own way...
Smile! Say something nice to at least 3 persons (it's not that tough, is it?)! :)

It's not that tough to make someone's day!

the right things with the right thoughts?

It's blogging day again!
Haha! It's another Friday today...Time seems to fly...It's already June! *wow!*

This thing that I'm going to share has been in my mind for a long long time...
Let me share my thoughts...

Well, I've been volunteering (in no particular organization, but just my time spent volunteering ) since year 2000...
And since then, I've had people coming to me with things like:
- "Wow! You so good ah! Helping people...Heart so good..."
- "Good work! Helping those who need!"
- "It must be tough to squeeze time out for these activities, good good!"

And of cos, there are more...keke!

When these come to me, I'm usually at a loss...Guess the humble Chinese in me just replied off handedly: "Haha! No la...No la..."

Just a thought into the whole thing...Sometimes, I'd say doing what I do, volunteering, helping out when I can is actually not something GREAT to me.
In fact, being human, sometimes we do things for a reason (motive to be exact?)...
Am I actually bringing laughter, food and warmth to these special people or am I there and doing all these because what I do gives me a sense of satisfaction, warmth, comfort, etc?
Not forgetting the company and friendship...

So was it for them that I volunteer & spent my time or was it for my own selfish reasons? I wonder...

If it was all for the selfish reasons...Then am i as great and as giving/generous as what people make me out to be when they said what they say...

Maybe it isn't that bad...In the very least, we achieved the win-win situation, isn't it?
But is the motive right? Was it out of giving that we started giving? Hmmmm...?! I continue to ponder...