My life...My next few years...

Just read my new gf's blog...Haha! Kinda set me thinking la...

Haha! She talks about 'what you see yourself in 2, 5, 10 yrs time', about being a workaholic...etc...
Haha! These are the few things that caught me la...

For me, these two issues are related...Why? Cos I really think I can be a workaholic, but that really depends on what the work is about...
My current job? Well, it just doesnt give me enough satisfaction to be a workaholic...I really dont feel for it...
Haha! Oh well, the money is pretty good...I cant complain, can I?
But just sharing from my heart, it' really does not give me any incentive (besides money) to over work...I dont feel good working more, and most of all, I dun feel for it!
Erm, so what if we pay all the suppliers on time? So what if all the invoices are in place?
I know the basics of how a company works...I understand that I'm playing a small part in a big production...Without the Accounts dept, the company will have a hard time functioning...I know...I know...But I just don't feel for it (I'm sure you know what I mean)...
I guess even if I were doing Accounts in an organization I feel for (maybe like a VWO whom cause I advocate for), I'm pretty sure I won't enjoy it...
But probably one consolation that I have is that at least this company I'm working with is doing something meaningful...At least we're producing really useful & meaning things...

Was talking to a very-logical-friend the other day, 'Of cos you sould just stay and cont'd working there la! They pay not bad, benefits good, near your home! Good enough la! Don't work those no money, no future jobs la!' *faint* but I knpw what to expect him to say la...Keke!
I can't deny that he's got a good point there...But I guess he's right for now...I really NEED the cash...

But I know this is really not what I wanna do...I want to walk out of this...and into something I feel for...something I advocate for...
Sometimes I wonder if i can survive without savings, with no money, with just what I have on my back...So I can put my everything down for those in need...
Hai...Sometimes I wonder it's because we're in Singapore that's why we can't do that...I know it's not...It's pride...

The tough part is to put down my pride then to serve wholeheartedly...

Anyway, it's another wonderful and pretty FRIDAY in our lives! Embrace it! :)